Friday, July 22, 2005 3:45 PM
haiz...2dae writing tis post in a vv low n down mood.yesterdae afternoon tolk 2 my bro 4 bout onli less than half-an hour then quarel liaox...y leh?i keep asking myself....y our relationship bcome like tis...?isit bcause of my attitude or is it bcause i hav put too much pressure on him?after tolking 2 him n telling all the reason n explaination, my bro still think tat he is rite n nv wrong...in my mind,i told myself tat i hav done my best...but i keep thinking if i hav realli done tat...or hav i been a bad sister 2 him?
in the night, my mum tolk 2 him n scolded him tat he should change his attitude....my mum ask mi if did i notice his behaviour tat he was changing 2 someone else...i onli told my mum 1 sentence wif a vv heavy heart...:"i hav tolk 2 him in the afternoon,but he didnt listen,thus we dont hav to waste our breath tolking 2 tis kind of ppl."although tis sentence might hav hurt him...but i think tat i should let him noe tat he was realli changing...n other ppl hav noticed it.all i wish now is tat my bro would understand tat he is realli changing 2 another person n i misses my old bro... ...
juz a few words 2 my bro if he c tis post... :bro, sis is sorry if i hav done any wrong in some way or other...but pls change ur attitude n come back 2 us in ur old self.n i understand if u might b having stress in sch as u r in the first class...but i dont wanna c a mask on ur face, i wan the real true u!!!n do u noe tat i drop 2 drops of tears right after i tolk to u?(when i ran out of the room) they were not tears of anger nor sadness....but tears of disappointment.pls understand wt a sister has 2 do n tat all these r facts n i don wanna c u go thru all these misery...
=these advises r free...u could take it or leave it. but it would always b true frm my heart 2 urs=
