Saturday, March 25, 2006 10:28 PM
hahax.i got another frien.
n tis frien is one of my vv 'long lost' one liao...can count as lah.lolx.
n guess wt...at first he was so quiet leh.nt even tolk more than 5 sentences to me b4.but now leh...he treats me as his frien n tolks to me frequently...i m so happie 2 juz hav another frien.n fer tis dae to come...i hav actualli waiting n hoping fer so long.n finally tis dae arrives unexpectedly.i m over the moon right now.
also...todae i passed him his birthdae present.n he replied saeing 'thanks' n he saes he loves it so much,n it is also his first present fer tis year.felt kinda sad at first.coz y is he onli receiving onli one present?wt bout last year?doesnt he feel sad...?even if he doesnt,i feel so guilty n depressed fer him.y didnt i buy any present fer him last year.i should hav!(kinda hate myself...)
but fer last year i onli gave him one birthdae card...n guess wt?he even kept tat card till now,although he didn't noe who was it frm at first,as i wrote it annoymas!n normally ppl would juz throw it away as they didn't know who was it frm.but fortunately he didn't!i felt so touched tat i almost cried loh...(although i didn't tell him lah).so sweet n thoughtful...he even sae tat he would put the present i gave him tis year(drumsticks) together with the card!so touching.....(*crying*)
also at first,i had second thoughts whether i should buy the present ornot...coz try said tat the price was a little steep($13.50).but after all,i bought it n i had no regrets!but i hate myself as y did i hav second thoughts?i shouldn't hav any second thoughts at all...!y did i????arghz!
although he might b a little sarcastic n childish at some times,he is still vv fun to be with!(sometimes it is juz perfect to be childish n sarcastic lah...like tat better,not so formal)
i feel vv comfortable getting along n tolking with him(like there will be no end to our topic n tat no one could interupt us)...n i like him the way he is.especially when he smiles...so much better!(so...dnt keep keeping 'cool' le...smile more!) hehex!!kkies?
but i dnt think he would come to read my blog n know how i feel...but nvm,i will juz write what i juz feel.n juz wait.
so...after all tat intro,tat 'long lost' frien is no other than JIXIAN.(does he treat me as one too?)-i duno.
