Friday, June 09, 2006 8:57 PM
at the beginning of tis year,i was wondering if i should throw or keep jenci(my diary name lah).n juz juz now...a few moments ago,i was reading her.
jenci records almost all my happenings n feelings tat i hav in 2005...
n while i was reading her...*
i also duno why*... ...
i feel so hurt in my heart n my tears started to fall unknowingly...its juz as if my heart stopped bumping fer a second!
feel so depressed n down n etc...*too many emotions alr*
but why m i writing all these?is nt tat i miss n want to go back to those old daes...i know its impossible.
i dnt deny tat i certainly miss those old daes...but what i want more is tat i want to cherish more n hav those same beautiful or even better memories like i hav b4...
i reali reali sincerely with all my heart pray n wish tat my current class,3R6, would bring out more class spirit n be more united n hav much understanding to everyone...
i post this entry out of worriedness...
coz our class apex performance is coming juz round the corner...pretty soon alr...! n i wish tat
everyone would co-operate with each other n do the vv best out of it!!!
i dnt wan anyone to carry any regrets or shame down the stage...tis chance comes upon us onli
ONCE.make urself proud by doing something fer urself.
a true story:
there was 2 guys who once had a great responsibility to handle an event fer their class. unfortunately,things didnt happen as expected.on the other hand,it became a chaos...!but those 2 guys reali put in alot and alot of effort just to prepare tat event.(the effort was more than anything they ever prepared b4) but in the end,looking at the class spirit n attitude, they gave up on each another n felt reali disappointed... n from tat day on,they nv ever put in much effort to organize anything....coz they feared.
why didnt anyone put themselves in their shoes to think fer them?why didnt anyone followed their orders?why did they put in so much effort n yet no one cared? why did they end up with such a fear in their hearts forever?what feared coz them to hav such a great hit back?(i hope tat this would not happen to our class...)
-grab the chance n hold it tight-*the stage tat glimmers is ours, 3R6!*
