Friday, July 28, 2006 10:15 PM
hiz everyone...
duno why but this few days i feel neutral to everything. meaning? tat means...erm,i also nt sure lehs...
mayb juz being back to my orginal self le bahs? starting right frm the very scratch again to bring myself up...
hahs..aft tat happening on mon,i finally was able to relieve all my stress tat i was keeping all in my fer the whole lot time...although i didnt know when did it ever started?haiz...
on tat day or even 2 days b4,fer me it was reali frightening!
everything i heard,see or even smell is juz like a BIG headache to me...causing a great huge stress!juz like as if theres a rock in my head tat was pressing against my brain...arghs!so painful...
i juz hate those days. those sleepless night.juz as if i feel so tired the whole day,nth lightens up my spirits.no smile on my face.nor any blazing in my eyes. juz feel so dry,tired out,burnt out,tied up, died out...
but now?
its juz like as if the rain or the big blowing wind has blown off all my troubles n letting me fly free back into the sky.
so neutral.normal.happy.light.children.carefree.with no troubles.
juz being back my old self.
now i juz feel like smiling to myself 24/7...hahas.
understand my happiness tat im feeling?
whooha...hehe :D
