Friday, August 18, 2006 11:19 PM
now...aft so many days of tinking n deep considering.
i feel tat i hav tortured myself enough. 'loving' him fer 5 yrs...tats long n silly enough alr...
im truely a vv silly n dumb...
mayb tis 'imaginary story' should juz hav a full-stop alr...let it formally end here.
but at least tis story did hav quite a gd ending...although it didn't end off as "they live happily ever after"... but at least we are both still happy n still remains as true friens?
yupps...i tink tat i would juz leave things like tat.
i wnt be silly anymore...will never do silly things tat i tot u would think more of me and hav more memories of me, nor will i ever say or sms u silly msg tat i tot u would understand and pay more attention to me.
i once even tot tat we would hav a future...MuaHaHa!thinking back now...i seem really vv vv silly n stupid.
wt in the world m i thinking of then?... lol
but aniways. as now im finally AWAKE...i would nv wanna fall into a deep dream anymore. i wanna take a better look around. see wtever i can...n love them all...my friends,families,teddy bears,etc...
i wanna treassure as much as i can...
-before i fall into a deep sleep and start to dream again...-
