Thursday, September 28, 2006 1:45 PM
many ppl fall in love in their first sight or juz after they bcome good friens.
but for me. it seems tat love is so far away. not tat i wish to hav a relationship so early, but i juz wished tat u would juz be there for me. u seem to be my center of attraction.
no matter where u are or where i m...i would always still try hard to look for ur existence.
but u always seem so far away. n i seem to be so far from ur reach.
u are now my friend. or can even say tat u treat me as ur best friend? duno why. but u would always sms me whenever u are bored, lonely, or even juz simply coz u juz wanna chat.
u would always find for me n im always there. but wat bout me?
m i juz a 'phone' or wat?!
im not...cant u juz see with ur eyes tat i care for u tats y i would treat u differently from the others? so much better n different. sometimes i dnt even treat my friens like tat. n my friens would sometimes also think tat im too stupid, n tick me off. but u are always so diff from the others for me. but sometimes i juz think tat im reali too silly...
coz my feelings for u will never be known by u. n u will never see it.
u would juz onli juz treat me as a friend...while i treat u like a 'special'.
*i waited fer u fer 5 yrs alr...but u are still in the midst among the forest. i am juz b4 u in tat ray of light. can u juz open ur eyes n juz reach out ur hands to me? im deeply bleeding inside.dnt hurt me again...dnt leave me n run away to another place. im here n forevea here waiting...till u come n find me.im crying in silent. *- littlecloud9
tears fall from my eyes like raindrops. so brittle so fragile so precious.
sometimes i wish to tell u everyting tat i hav fer u...but im lacking out of courage. i wish to write everything everything everything outta u. n wish tat u would know...juz like this post.
wat is soo special outta u? i dnt know..i juz like u. tats wat i know.