Sunday, October 08, 2006 3:31 PM
ytrd was the day...the end of all 5 yrs crush n likings.
i did a "confession"...but a cheated one. hahas
lols.his reaction was totally outta my imagination.he was still so calm...or can say tat he's juz kinda
slow?hahas..its all wif cass's sms tat make me "motivated" and to do tis confession...lol.gave me tat silly tot of juz confessing tis crush thingy on tat day...hahas.
aniwaes...im seriously ok n fine with the ans he gave me ytrd night. plus..lin kept asking me "are u okay?" "u sure u okay?". so dnt worry...im reali fine. or can say tat im also alr numb 2 those unexpected words frm him? lol...dnt dan xin bout me. wo zhang da le...wo hui xiang de.
fer his ans,im alr prepared.bsides, i reali alr given him up. now to me n him...we are FRIENDS! :)
best finale to both of us. at least i know how i reflect on him, n tat i hav alr at least confess.
hahas. plus...(although i dnt quite understand) he says tat he did hav the tot tat i like him since pri5. he also has a right perspective of me. wat does it mean? i duno...
i juz know tat its smth tat's good will do...hahas. at least im not tat bad in his eyes. a good person at least. :)
now tat i hav given up the "heart" tat i last time keep holding tightly on to. im now FREE...hahas. back to the old free me!!!hehes.
those tat see tis post muz b happy now orhs...muz smile smile. muz be happy tat i hav overcome my biggest crisis tat i didnt make it fer the past 5 yrs.
tis is one of those most memorable days tat i will nv ferget.
7 OCT 2006 to be remembered... ending with a happy smile on my cheek! :)
