Wednesday, October 18, 2006 10:15 PM
at first i didn't hav much tings to post bout. my daes were staying at home or going out slacking n sleeping.
but when sch finally reopen..many things started to happen again. tis time is the period tat our results are released. the most important n crucial time out of the whole year tat we hav been working fer.
but as fer me...my results are not so good. as in,im still dissappointed in my grades. not up to tat expectation yet. haiz...but it could also be a reflection on how badly n which topic m i weak at now.then hav to buck up even more on tat to score better.
but there were still some funny,shocking n sad time when i was receiving my results.
funny coz many of my papers i had the same marks. totally the same. i was then tinking..."wats wrong with my brain man? all so even the arhs? can't my right or left brain juz b smarter a little? y muz be the same?" while tinking...i was even laughing at myself lahs. both my e.maths paper 1 & 2 hav the same marks, social studies n e.hist the same marks also!
shocking coz...i actualli actuali ACTUALLI pass my GEO tis time round....! wooo hooo....YAY YAY! first time n tough time passing it. i did my studies actualli orhs....weeee.....plus,tis time i even scored the same as my 'cher' orhs. so great achievement. muahahs. hehes. :)
sad coz...i failed my chem badly. reali badly i can tell u.it's totally out of my expectation.totally unexpected n nv imagined. its my worst failure tis time round in my eoy. my chemistry... T_T.
but there's also one more sad ting tat i hav to sae n rmb it in my blog. tat is tat someone frm our class is going to retain one more yr...(*can tis ting juz dnt happen????*) why why why...why muz it be someone soooo close n so nice? he did nth wrong...juz tat tis yr he didn't work hard n tat he couldn't hav another chance? why is it so unfair to him? its so cruel n hurtful to him. i dnt like fates. they are so heartless.
we
(ed,lao ber,tien,han,try,lin,chari,darren,yunheng,isaac n me) did all our best n went even to the extend of begging our teacher alr. but neither could they do anything at all. the fate has ended n juz sealed up like tis. im not sastisfied.juz not sastisfied! why such tragic happen on such a good guy who could hav so much more better days ahead?!?! T_T we will miss miss him sooooooooooo much...!!!!!
after all the talks,there was still no change to things. at first i was still hoping fer a miracle, but it seems to be not. if there could be a choice, i would rather take his place n substitute myself. but there's nth i could do now. tears did fall unknowingly. i couldn't control. it was simply to hurtful n such a big unexpected. ed then consoul me...letting me know n realise much tat i didn't actualli notice n cared about too. he 'light' me back on the path tat i was 'lost' again in a moment. owe u a 'thank you'.! -whatever u said at tat time...i would rmb it.
come to think of it...me myself did not do well on my academics either. better buck up n get myself back on path again. everyone muz still
pull urself up again...everybody jia you jia you!!! gogogo...days are still bright ahead.
there would always be obstacles ahead no matter what.
