Tuesday, November 21, 2006 10:48 PM
tat day i hurt some of my friends due to some of my words and actions.. i m deeply sorry for tat. i juz need some quiet time to think about things sometimes.
I sincerely apologise to all of u now.
OK! today...my day started fruitful. it was a perfectly beautiful morning. i had guzheng lessons thus i went to sch. try had her mum to fetch her to the bus-stop. in the end, we boarded the bus at the same stop. so bless to have her forgiveness n her smile early in the morning.
then i smsed chari to wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY orhs....*her birthday is today!* hehes. (:
after so we went fer guzheng practise. it ended at 1pm. at first, yh asked me out for lunch, but i was alr meeting lin so i reject. pai sae.
so me lin n try went to tmall to accompany lin to take her x-ray.hahas.
actuallly at bout 10pm ytrd night, lin actualli sms me to pei her go take x-ray together. u all wouldn't know how relief n happy i was at that time when i saw her sms the next morning. although it was simply a simple sms, it gave me so much happiness. it told me that she has forgiven me for that day's happening. i was actually jumping out for joy in my heart. so glad n simply so happy.
up till that moment of time...i was thinking that my day was finally starting to be great after so many raining mornings for me.
n seriously it did. tien even agreed to go out with us after guzheng to tmall to shop shop around. we chatted much.said some lame n cold jokes even.
think about it now...it has been a long time since we had tis kinda moments,havn't we? it seems so stranger to me now, to have that kinda feeling again although we did have many those kinda times last time. how i wished that those moments could juz last forever. we go shopping n chit chat together, with no saddness n worries. everyone juz having a great time n cherishing that moment.
i hope to onli keep those happy memories for today. no sorrows included. for the rest of the day, i do not wish to carry on. lets keep it as a beautiful day bahs...samantha. (:
i love my day today.
i hope i could have tis kinda of happiness everyday.
it would fill my day alr.
i wish to go back to my old self. the old sammy i know...
thanks my friends. u filled my day with laughter n smiles today.