Friday, January 26, 2007 11:41 PM
days are getting hard for me. going on a up-slope.
but at least one load would soon be down. n tat is my tuition probs. decided to quit mavis tutorial centre.
as the timing would clash with my gz n tat i would be reali tired by the end of the day.
on the other hand, tho i have quitted mavis, but i would be going back to the other tuition. i hope tis tuition would reali release some stress from me n to allow me to study more independently by myself.
i am quite sure of tis decision tat i made, as i have reali thought thru it hard n long. but i actuali hope tat there would be diff slots for tis tuition. dnt wish to be in the same timing as u tho. no offence. but i reali wish to slog hard tis time. for the sake of myself.
and as for my friends, i have no idea how they could actualli still remain so calm n so relax. they could even go shopping n have fun. regardless of those tonnes of homework tat we have in hand.
2dae, i tot much again. firstly, its bout the issue btw me n lin. as for tat, i seriously have not much comments on it. but to clarify things, or ppl might say tat i am toying the feelings of others again, i dnt like kenneth. he is cute, friendly n kind-hearted in my eyes. but he juz isn't tat apple in my eyes. n neither anyone is. so please, dnt ask me anyting more bout relationships probs. n i dnt wish to know much more too.
secondly is juz smth tat i reali feel sad n pity bout.
its is regarding a friend's sister of my. she is actuali not stupid, she might even be smarter n more hardworking than me. but why did she land in such a situation tat has no turn backs? her life has started to change, which would strongly influence her. from a innocent young gal but due to a decision written on a piece of paper. yet she has to bear so much consquences. i saw some of her sch mates 2day on the bus. n i felt remorse. looking at them, i seem to find a mirror of her future. it's a great pity. she could have chosen the easier path which i could even help her in some ways. but now, im far within her reach. wat can i do to help her out. tell me.
