Sunday, May 20, 2007 11:47 PM
my day today is quite okay..
at least im glad that i could finally "catch a breath". (:
it is a one week off from dan dan. no tuition.
went to science centre today with my baby cousin,nicole and family. although that baby cousin of mine can be quite a nuisance sometimes. but.. just by seeing him having to smile so freely and natural, im so envious.
hai. im still down. yes.
and i know too that some of my friends have read my blog and left comments. some in my tagboard, some in their own blogs.
i would reply to your comments here... hope your dont mind.
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'adjust our daily routine?'
i deeply m glad and would be happy to get a change. i get what u mean. but.. we have to consider for him as well you know. or should it be for them.
'learn to appreciate and not ask for more?'
i learnt to appreciate in the past and had never ask for more. but sometimes the good just dont last. instead, the evil would turn out to be the champ. so why not be bad and win?
and seriously, after my death, i would be most willingly to donate all my organs to the hospitals if it would be of any use to them. it would be my last deed and wish.
"wo hao bu xiang ming bai. ye bu xiang zai kan dao na dao guang. xiang yi zhi liu zai zhe hei an de xiao shi jie li."
'i am always doing things i can't do, that's how i get to do them.' -Pablo Picasso
i will remember this quote you gave. but i cant promise when i would be awake from this dream.
'feel sadness'
dont feel that way. i dont wish to affect you.
as for me...i wish to let my tears run. but every single time they are just so disobedient. or perhaps they have just dried up. crying is good in some way rights? (:
i do have sadness in me. everyone would. but i choose to cover it up and run away from it. became emotionless unnoticed then.
as for the run.. yes. i would continue the run with you, and everyone else. i promise. but as for the ending.. i wouldn't know.
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for the time being, just bear with me for all the uncontrollable emtions that run in me my friends. sorry for any trouble caused. and can i request that your dont bring it up nor further ask about it ever. or dont blame me if i reply you with just a smile. i do not wish to make any further comments.
you may just take my posts as a useless story or rubbish and let us carry on with our lives. (:
