Sunday, September 02, 2007 1:33 PM
finally all the hard work are done! YAY :D
hope tat all the teachers would appreciate it. it was really our sweat and hard work.
but.. all these must also thank everyone tat helped.
thank you YUAN LIN, WAN XIN, CHARISSA and also YUHAN! hahas. (:
went for the scouts campfire yesterday as well.
it was fun! yes, it totally was. hahas.
tho.. chari said that the changkat changi one would be better.
hais.. but sadly, that one i cannot go.
saw jian xu there yesterday as well.. hahas. in scouts U somemore.
alot of funny things happened. crazy, high, everything mad tat you can think of. :D
and now.. i really kinda miss chari's two juniors.
they are really very cute.
especially you should have seen the way how they treated one of the lower sec victoria scout.
oh my god.. they are great lohs. made that scout fuming mad and stomped off.
bleah bleah bleahs.. HUO GAI! was laughing my head off inside. LOLS.
i dunno whats happening to me.
but sometimes.. i just happen to think alot. much much more now.
confused might just be the word to describe bahs..
now.. i totally understand the meaning of 'the person who knows you best is still yourself'.
i know myself.
and i just realised something.. tat my heart seems to have 'come back'.
is that a good news or a bad news?
when its away, i can do things tat betray it. i don't have to think so much about my own feelings.
but now.. its back. it expects me to listen to it. but.. by listening to it, im afraid tat i might just make the wrong decision.
life seems so much of a bright sun last time.till.. you lose it...at first, you were afraid of the darkness tat came, afraid of being lost in it.eventually, as you are used to it..it allows you to see clearly again. maybe even clearer..now.. what you are afraid of, is the sunlight.something that was so familiar last time.. but a total stranger to you now.LIFE IS BLACK TO ME NOW. im afraid of that light.
