Friday, January 11, 2008 12:58 PM
daydreaming.. dream dream dream..
i just love to daydream nowadays. think of things tat will never never happen.
happenings that would only be applicable in fairytales. it just feels so.. relax and sweet sometimes.
and with the song by S.H.E - Zui Jin Hai Hao Ma playing in my ears.. its just beautiful.
i wanna find that song.
also start to dream again tho.. its more like nightmares this time.
this time is regarding about my results le.
coz.. its just like the topic that everyone is discussing about.
even at work, alex and jieling was asking each another about it alr.
the mention of the dates of the results just make me feel unrest.
i so so so dont wish to receive the results. dont dare the face it either.
very afraid that it would turn out to be.. undesirable.
then i would really be lost. all hopes and dreams would also be vanished into thin air.
even until now.. im still sitting on the fence.
undecided if i should go into JC or poly.
last time i would just say.. 'see my results lohs'.
but now.. thinking of my words.. its very useless. coz it actually means no answer at all.
thinking about some random questions now..
can the upcoming results really bring me some answers?
can it actually show some better results after all my hard work?
how will my results actually come out to be like?
really nervous and scared..
coz after all the past experiences, i really have no more courage left to go receive this result.
