Monday, May 26, 2008 11:43 PM
its very late in the night already.. but yet im still doing work.
1215am. decided to do a short blog before i go then.
today the person tat really impacted me was weng guan.
hahas. out of ppl why him rights?
coz actually he is now in China on holiday, but he actually called me up!
an overseas call.. i got a shock when i received his call.
he called just to tell me tat he is now in China shopping, and he come across some lavender flowers which i love.
then he asked me if i wanted them so that he would purchase it for me.
omg.. im so super touched.
he still remembers the favourite flower i love and actually specially call me from overseas just for it.
but.. i feel kinda bad, so i rejected le.
wanted so much and badly to say a loud big 'thank you' to you on the phone.
THANK YOU, AH GUAN!
i will not forget you.. my good friend.
your small act has really touched me.. (:
as for my life.. its just going downhill.
apart from works, im really getting tired of my life.
i just went to m'sia during the past weekends. (24th and 25th may08)
to a village call kukop.
the first thing tat hit me was the people there.
tho we can all see that the place is very rundown and dirty, unlike singapore, but the people there are really super nice.
and guess what?
the people who are serving all our, around 40 people, needs are young teens like me.
altho they are all not quite educated, but they have a kind gold heart.
base on their pure gold heart, i will say that they are all very handsome and pretty.
they didnt put on any make-up, style their hair.. etc.
they just look normal and plain with common t-shirts, but they all look so beautiful to me.
like princes and angels.
at that time, i felt so guilty so ugly and so polluted.
coz.. im not a part of them.
so i asked my mum a question, "why am i not born here, but in singapore?"
from this trip, i learnt many things. thought about many things. but wanted lesser things.
all i want now is to have a simple and meaningful life like them.
like going out to fish to earn my daily earnings.
having to eat 3 simple meals.
but having lots of joy and simple romance.. :D
tats my dream beautiful life.. sadly its just a
DREAM..[coz someone told me tat it will never be possible.]i just wanna go back there asap!!!
let me return to my wonderland.. please.
