Monday, May 05, 2008 12:46 PM
im feeling so lousy everyday..
now.. later.. tmr.. day after next.. EVERDAY!
'why why why?'
thats the only and one question i keep asking myself everyday..
now going to school is such a core for me.
everytime i go to school, i would just stay at a corner of my own.. all by myself.
no one to talk, no one to laugh, no one to even cry to..
gradually, i have lost all the love that i had for school before.
and have also lost all of my those valuable smiles that i had before..
why why why..
can someone just tell me WHY?
i am now left with nothing.. but only agony filled in me.
sometimes, i would just wonder..
should i have actually choose to go JC at first?
in that way, i would then have back all my wonderful friends..
daniel(miss your lame jokes.. hahas), rachael(i miss eating bread with you), joane and yi zhuang(miss all the crazy times we would have), jixian(miss your cold motionless face), hui tien(miss talking to you soooo much!), edwin(miss your funny hairstyles and laughter) and many many others..
and if i went JC, i might be at least of some help to gh as well..
now i feel like im such a nothing, instead.. a burden only.
try, lin, weiyi, lisa, han.. i miss your all.
especially.. chari, where are you?!
WHERE EXACTLY ARE YOU??!!
come back now.. i miss you soo soo much!
i thought you said before that you would be by my side when i need you?
i need someone now.. so where are you?
okays, i think maybe im just being too.. yahs..
should just get some break.. (:
