Friday, August 29, 2008 2:36 PM
how to let go of sorrows?
how to be happy?
how to smile?
these are becoming more and more frequent questions in my head.
i know people who dont know me much would just think that it might just be due to the stress of schoolwork.
but its not. im sure.
im becoming more and more upset with myself.
i feel like im becoming uglier and uglier day after day.
i feel so incompetent.
i feel that everything is so wrong with me.
(i feel like i dont think i know this 'samantha' anymore.)i asked you yesterday. told you yesterday.
but you just deny it.
saying.. 'no lahs.'
even someone else who know me at a shorter time span knows that something is seriously wrong with me.
but only.. no one knows how to help.
if only someone or something can.
m i suffering from depression?
i miss my cheerful smile..
