Friday, September 05, 2008 4:07 PM
i just read huitiens blog.
although im now feeling super super lethargic, as i broke another record again. sleep at 6am! o.o
okays, i agree with tien on what she says.
when you succeed in something, you would like that feeling and wants it more.
this is actually due to and emptiness inside you.
i mean..
its not just you or me which this thing happens.
but everyone.
people nowadays tends to feel more and more insecure.
but the thing im not sure about is.. what causes this to happen?
it really sucks.
i just went to hand up my VDS assignment 3 just now.. and i think im really screwed.
my journal was alright, i hope?
but my report.... OMG!
just kill me would do. its totally horrible lahs.. so so shit.
im already so disappointed in my work, i wonder what will happen when the teacher sees it. *faint*
is my expectations of myself too high or..?
i tend not to be satisfied with alot of things.
arghx. X(
i dont wan.. i dont wan to be like this!
i wanna go kbox!!! (okays.. abit random.. -.-)
aiya.. but i just wanna FA XIE!
i cant stand being like.. quiet, demure, or even like a person with little words.
i wan my noise,chatting and talking all back!
i think this is the thing which im really missing bahs?
hehes.. i so smart. :D
(okays.. zi kua.. but yahs.. im trying to 'make' noise with myself. -.-)
who can accompany me to just go crazy for one whole day?
