i dont understand why.

it seems harder and harder for me and my mum to communicate with each other.

i just wanted to talk to her about my happenings yesterday, but after i changed to my pyjamas and came out of the room, she scolded me.

she scolded me things that i dont understand why.

is it because of what i say? or is it because of what i do?

but i think likely is because of my attitude again.

as she did say the day before that she hates ppl who gives attitude.

but i really meant no harm. and i seriously didnt give any attitude towards her.

i was just trying to have a night-talk with her, just like what i did last time when i was younger.

i didnt wan our relationship to drift any further away..

as i know im always busy with projects, spending much of my time in the time doing work.

and in the weekends, i might even be going out with friends and not being to accompany her.

im not a superhero or anything, and i cant split myself up either.

and i do know that my work has really lots of things to do, and not being to be a good daughter is my fault.

im sorry for everything and anything.

but.. i really hope that you would not misunderstand me as well.

i really have many things to tell you, to share with you. to let you know how m i growing up.

im already trying my very best to make out time, and also change myself back to the past.

let everything return to the start. i hope.