i just felt like keeping quiet and listen. looking at everyone around me doing their individual routine, while i would just stand one side and look.

just like a mute person.

i dont feel well with this kind of feeling..

somehow it seems like theres something in me that is missing.

it makes me feel.. hmm.. just wrong? i also duno how to phrase it.

maybe.. coz i have no goals now?

anyways.. did i mention that weiyi is back the other time?

hmm.. she told me again that shes leaving soon again le. :(

so fast huh.. such a short trip back this time as well.

im sad. 

seriously sad, just that i cant make myself cry out.

nowadays i also find myself thinking about alot of things.

seems like samantha is really finally growing up?

so my friends.. im not that dumb and stupid as before le hors.

just a tip for those ppl that always think that im dumb?! humphs.

hahas.

anyways.. i really wish to get a digital camera asap.

i really have many things that i wanna capture and do with it. (:

also, alex found a job for me at the singapore flyer.

but i feel somehow troubled about it as well. to lin..

coz i promised her to work together le. but now yet.. im really sorry. :(

sorry sorry sorry..

i tried asking alex if they could employ one more person, but he said cant.

really sorry.. hope you could forgive me for this. i really feel bad about it. :'(

i just sent my resume over, tho many things are still not confirmed yet.

hope that i could really get started on it.

coz i really feel quite lonely now..

i dont like this empty feeling.

and i guess my posts now are all quite messy and unorganized?

maybe coz now im quite emotional?

just writing things down of what im thinking of.

okays.. i think i wanna stop here liaos. mind is blank to continue on..

so yupps.. nights to everyone again. sweeeeeeeeet dreams!!! (: