on monday, my parents have left for china. and would only be back till sat evening.

such a rush trip over as my elder grandma in china has passed away.

shes already 100years old.

tho im not close to her and has only seen her once, i feel quite sad also.

afterall, shes my grandma.

im really grateful that i actually did have a chance to even meet her before.

i miss my parents much..

would wonder how are they doing over there now and then.

really hope that the days and time would quickly pass and that they would be back soon.

didnt manage to say 'bye' before they left, as i was fast asleep.

but i did hear my mum talking to me, saying that they are going off le.

faster come back my mummy and daddy! 

this week and the next would really be my death time.

im quite lost on what i should do..

i keep asking myself.. 'what m i going to do next? i dont wan to waste anymore time please..'

i didn't go school today. (shouldn't have gone yesterday as well)

i find school quite a waste of time now..

we are just going there to do consultation, when we are not even ready for anything at all!

worse still.. yesterday i just go school to do my own work and hear the lecturers chatting.

wth. waste of my 1hr travelling time lahs!

really hate our lecturers in their management.

anyways.. today i would really be working hard!

hoping to overcome any distractions and temptations.

tmr.. consultation continues. and back to school... hais.