YES, TODAY!!! :D

hahahas. okays.. im being retarded. :D

so.. TODAY, lols.

i went to boon keng with lin and han to have our haircuts!

hmm.. okays, only me and lin had our haircuts. han coloured her hair.

and if you wanna put it in hans way, yes.. its her 'virgin'. omg. -.-

like.. er... i wonder whos the 6 year old kid huh?

HAHAHAS.

after that we went douby gaunt to have our lunch+breakfast+tea+dinner at sakae sushi's buffet.

and i saw kelvin on the train, and i kinda.. got a shocked? hmm.. yahs..

and.. OMG! i think i ate the most this time round!!! LOLS.

beat lin and han man!!! HOHOHO...! :D

bet chari is um-chioing by herself already lahs! arghx.

nevermind! no fear.. coz i have decided to go on a diet again le.

this time i mean seriously diet. coz.. im also broke le.

i cant spend anymore le, as i feel that im spending too much. and that i have not saved any nor earned any money during this holiday.

sobs. this seriously cant go on le.. so.. yahs.

after that went airport to visit jk and pass him barley.

so.. dont say im bad or heartless! at least i did have the thought okays..

yupps.. thats about it all for my day TODAY!

hmm.. maybe not all yet?

coz im now like going through another thinking session of mine own.

maybe due to the situation and what i just went true just now.. it set me thinking.

so.. my thought is: "how and when does guys know that they like someone?"

lols. yupps.. this question is towards guys and i know im random. (since when im not rights?)

anyways.. maybe also a little influenced by the mail that THAT monkey sent me? arghx. that monkey fake-er!

okays.. it stated that "a usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you". true/false?

and "even if you dumped a guy months ago but as long as he loved you, he would probably still does and wish that you would come back to him.". true/false?

seriously.. as a girl, i dont understand.

teasing.. to what extent? loved you.. to what extent?

and.. how can you tell that he still loves you? even if he had cheated on you before?

i dont know..

its quite disheartening to see and think of all this.

coz as i reflect.. i would also see myself in these situations, which makes me upset.

and i would rather myself not living in this world to experience these happenings.

wanting to disappear.. thats what i want.

i dont feel like i have a place in here at all. things and ppl might even be better off without me.

i duno why i feel this way either.. insecurity i guess.

believe in love?

no.. i dont think i do.

but i believe in fate and telepathy.. which i think would be true love. (:

okays.. i think thats about it le.

need to sleep early to wake up at 4am tmr to go pray my grandfather..

nights ppl. (: