schoolwork, friends, past, present?

forget it!

stop thinking about it everyday, samantha!

rather concentrate and focus on work...

theres BDS, DT2, MLP.. so many assignments all at once!

and i have not even completed it yet..

tmr have a presentation for BDS on publication, yet.. i have not even done my slides yet.

omg. what am i doing?!

im going to go crazy soon le..

yes, you are right..

im trying to focus on hunger, on work, on anything other than the weight in my heart.

but dont worry, i will be alright.

i dont blame you, so.. stop putting blames on yourself alright. (:

i will hold on strong and tight to pull everything thought..

hopefully and wishing to be able to see the light at the end tunnel. soon.

but anyways.. i felt a little better now le.

watched zhang dong liang on taiwanese variety programs.

it really makes me happy. he is so silly and funny.. :D

guess thats what makes him cute to me.. hahas.

i also went for a walk with my mum along katong street to relax my mood.

other than those, listening to the song you intro-ed me yesterday has also helped me to 'stand up'.

so here's another song, for you.. :

[陪你等天亮]

眼看星星落下

窗外一点一点出现阳光

抚摸我的头

你说我很怕

我们都是这样

一面带着伤痕一面飞翔

难过的时候 有我在身旁

我陪你等天亮

拥抱着一起分享

能放心的哭一场

是再微笑的力量

只有你明白我的疯狂

不管故事有多长

世界对我太善良

这一路上有你

我变得坚强

你知道我多傻（其实我也很傻）

在你面前从来不用逞强

听我说说话

让我靠一下

我们都是这样（都是这样）

想要幸福却都跌跌撞撞（跌跌撞撞）

可是不要怕 有我在身旁

我陪你等天亮

拥抱着一起分享

能放心的哭一场

是再微笑的力量

只有你明白我的疯狂

无论故事有多长

世界对我太善良

这一路上有你

我变得坚强

你才看见（看见）

我早已经学会

就算逆风

也能好好带着祝福不再流泪

勇敢地飞

然后分享那种喜悦（那种喜悦）

我们都是这样

一面带着伤痕一面飞翔

难过的时候

有你在身旁

我陪你等天亮

拥抱着一起分享

能放心的哭一场

是再微笑的力量

只有你明白我的疯狂

不管故事有多长

世界对我太善良

这一路上有你（这一路上有你）

我变得坚强

...but why am i missing 'My Love Patazzi'

(listening - Jang Nara, I'll Be There For You.)