also, i went to toa payoh to collect her myself last tues.

so proud of myself for that, coz i was really unfamiliar with that place. was still quite afraid that i would get myself lost there.

however.. i did it! hahas.

now, i even know how to get to my school by bus. (:

although for the first time, i would definitely feel unsecured and afraid.

scared that i would miss the stop, take the wrong bus and end up getting lost in some unknown place.

and i really did.

i made a mistake in taking the wrong bus home, and i landed at commonwealth instead.

at first i panicked.. i was thinking "shit! omg! i wanna go back home! i wanna go back!"

but after that, i thought and calmed myself down..

and remembered that i shouldnt be this. i should overcome my fear.

took a bus back to my school, and then the right bus back home.

whew.. (:

this reminds me of one incident.. when i was on bus 135 on my way home from amk. i fell asleep, and when i woke up, i found myself on some dark junction in sembawang.

i thought i overshot, so i panicked and alighted from the bus.

but when i went to the opposite side, the bus driver uncle told me to go to the other side instead.

at that time, it was already 11plus.

the place was so dark and scary, without anybody on the streets, only few cars. surrounding was all forest trees and crickets cricking sound.

and plus, i cant see clearly in the dark and was super scared.

i remembered calling one friend, edwin.

on the call, i was already tearing. he talked and comforted me, asked me if i could describe where i was.

but i cant. i was totally lost.

and i cant bring myself to walk across to the other side anymore. i was very scared.

fortunately, he encouraged me.

when i finally reached the other side, i was worrying if i had missed my last bus.

he then told me that "don't worry, everything will be alright. the next moment you know, you will be safe and sound on the bus ride back home already."

and indeed so, my bus came.

and indeed so, after chatting with him for a while.. i was fast asleep again. safe and sound on my bus ride home.

that was the worst nightmare i have about bus rides, but thanks to edwin.. i managed to overcome it.

i will never forget this. (:

sometimes, life is just like this.. isn't it?

without tear and fall, there will be no overcoming of fear and climbing to higher heights.

there will also definitely be darkness when you fall into a pit.

but also a ray of light when morning comes..

just like when you are down, you can only feel sadness and anger.

but as time goes by, you will find joy and hope for another new 'life'.

regardless to love, family, friends..

everything has a green light, amber light and the red light.

we just need to know when is the right time to make the right choices, and then do it!

thats what i feel.. or maybe, just being influenced by another drama i just watched.

or just having another perspective of life from growing up. (:

anyways, yupps! i just finished watching a drama that i just started watching this holiday!

FAST! :D :D :D hahahas.

coz i chiong like siao mahs.. for my wang chuan yi :D

but in the end, i think i fell in love with the character, 许乐.

its none other than "Wish to see you again" aka "这里发现爱".

now after watching this show, the more i have the interest to visit Taiwan soon. (:

eat the BIG mango ice kacang, see the beautiful sunrise at Ah Li San, see the city view from Taipei 101, etc.

before that i also finished my "Cinderella Man" le. (:

its recommended if you like stories regarding fashion design.. its nice.

starring Kwon Sang-Woo! :D :D :D

i learnt a little again from this show.. (:

so now how?

im done with my dramas le. )':

again.. i cant part with them when i finish it.

im seriously addicted.. addicted till no cure le rights? ):

hais.. okays, time to get down to work?

HAI! :D

maya assignment, F1 job and of coz to pass my driving basic theory test!

*shout* GAMBATEH!!!!!!

enjoying and making full use of the holiday.. :D :D :D

I live to dream, dream to live!!!