know that you have worked hard for the past 2 years, i really hope that you would do well for your As. best of luck!! :D

and.. after 2 more days, it would be lins and ghs birthdays le.

feel so happy and grateful for all of them. coz.. they would finally turn 18 le. (:

really happy for them.

just that now im not in the mood of happiness.

not cause of that, but.. coz of other matters. ):

how?

im so lost now.

this or that.. choose one.

then what about the future, my experience and time?

)':

having choices and not having choices can both be equally good and bad.

it makes someone feels unbearable pain and torture.

just like swallowing pieces of glass into your throat.. bleed inside.

being lost makes me think as if im standing in a middle of a junction.. and when im tired, i would just squat down and stare ahead at all the rushing people's leg.

and as for me, im just a small figure in midst blocking others way as an obstruction.

how long more will i be like this?