i saw a few pretty watches at bugis today. its those very old antique-looking small pocket watch..

till now, i haven't got myself a watch.

and actually it lies within a reason..

of coz firstly, i didn't manage to find any that was nice enough to attract my attention.

and also because.. watches do have sentimental meanings.

to me, it holds our time and memories.

whenever i wear a watch, i would be able to hear the tickings of the clock.

tick tock.. tick tock.. tick tock..

it would make me feel quite anxious and sad at the same time.

because i would know that the time is ticking and its getting lesser and lesser.

i would then want to make full use of it.

thats why i decided not to wear any watch after secondary 4.

in school, it might help me to get on time and etc.

but after that, it would only bring hatred and irritation in my life.

i dont want a watch.

but now.. i need one.

i need a watch that would help me to capture memories and stay beside me when im all out alone out there.

but also one that would also be able to stop the time when i leave here.

i want to use that watch to capture all the time that i have lost..

and when im back, i would return the time back to that moment that we separate.

instead, i will not leave. i will give you a hug and tell your, "i am back. (:"

sharing with you the periods and moments i had in-between, on our way home.

our time we get to share from now till then is really getting shorter..

however, i will never give up spending more time with your.

thanks alot for all the understandings, trust and giving me freedom to chase my dreams..

this post is dedicated to, my beloved family. (: