Wednesday, April 25, 2012 5:43 PM
My first battle just ended.
1 down, and 3 more to go..
Just got out of school and am on my journey back, while then im feeling so super loved and its bringing me many emotions. (Can't believe im tearing again, in the public somemore..Goodness, embarrassing I know. But it can't stop, help!) (':
Love, Faith and Trust, is what you all have given me..
It is so much, and lots to thank for.
But now its causing me to be selfish.
Can I?
Because I wish to keep it within me, belonging only to me, right deep into my heart and thoughts.
I dare not say it out..
I dare not show it to others..
All because, I too am afraid.
Afraid, of all the jealousy it may bring and causing me to lose all the happiness that I should have.
More humane is returning back to me, I guess? (:
And thus, this is my half-battle won.
Even though the paper is said to be tough, and I did face some difficulties with it too.
However, I felt that at least I was answerable to myself for it. Because I did really do my very best for it.
Now, let's work on hard for other papers and the leave the rest to what the future holds. (:
