Sunday, October 05, 2014 1:24 PM
It has been a long while.
It has been 10 years... since this blog started in Aug 2004.
It has been neglected and left in the cold enough.
And now, I am back here once again.
Like the usual, with music playing from my earpiece and typing on.
(Now playing: Because You Live - Jesse McCartney)
I ask myself, "Why am I back?"
Few answers that I got:
1. You are lonely
2. You need a space to find yourself back
3. No one understands you out there
I guess, all I have to say is... everything has its own point to turn around and return to it's initial spot.
As a little girl turned into a lady, I am already 23 years old this year.
Being in the 20s is a point in life where you make tough decisions.
Life gets you pondering and troubled on the direction where you want to go.
Everyone of your friends are busy and has no more time for you.
Your parents feel that you are being stubborn and all stuck up.
Life is no longer fun,
Home is no longer warm
... You start to turn Cold.
But I believe, that I Live.
And this life is definitely made for a good reason.
My ambition since 16years old (secondary 4) was to be a Creative Director of Oglivy & Matter. Co.
I studied hard for my Os enough to get into a course I like - Creative Media Design in Singapore Polytechnic.
I was a step closer to my goal to enter the world of Advertising.
I graduated, with pretty good grades.
I carried on to learn more about Advertising, no longer in the Arts stream but the commercial strategies.
I enrolled into RMIT - Bachelor of Business (Marketing).
I did not have a pleasant university experience, not with my classmates. But I sought out for other activities to keep up my fighting moral and head towards my bigger goal.
I graduated, not with the best grades but with a grateful heart that I had other experiences that my other classmates didn't.
I got a job right after I ended my school, in a software IT company.
It was not necessary the dream job I wanted (as I know nothing about IT), but I survived and did even better than my boss expected of me.
... BUT with all these done, I had never forgotten my inital goal and dream.
I want to seek for greater heights.
I want to change the world with the right values.
I want to communicate to God's worldly people.
I was MADE FOR THIS.
I will work for my masters education in Advertising.
I will work for future opportunities in a MNC Advertising company.
I will work for overseas job exposure.
I will work for my family stability.
I will work for all God's glory.
Yes, these are the reasons I live & will not give up!
唯独一生，唯独的机会.
